nvm

i promised myself to not hate others. learn to love their bad side, though it may kill me inside. i learned to just roll with it. learned how to act cool and stuff but sure, my coolness can't manage to hide it all at times.

that's fine.

i can learn to hate love. its easy enough.

when love is there, a strong connection is built. a closer relationship is bound to exist.

that's not fine.

and it never will.

whats your motive trying to be close to me when you didnt matter to me, not a even a bit, and when you became the reason i smile all the time, you start finding ways to leave me. like, daheq bruh.

it hurts. it hurts. it really hurts.