Thursday, November 29

Mark those tears.


sometimes I hope we didn't met

Yes, we met at secondary school. We're in the same class since January but I only know your existence at March. I noticed that I'm not friendly. But there you are -- at the corner of the class, sleeping. Okay. I don't know how but you got my phone number. We started replied messages and I somehow, liked it. Until you said that you're only using me to get your old girlfriend. I felt empty. I felt nothing. "Don't cry" you said. Funnily, tears started running down when you said that.


Why did I said {yes} ?

How I wish I could turn back time and said no when you ask that stupid question. You want me to become yours. Har har har. And for once why did I said yes? I was so blind at that time. I'm so embarrassed. I think that served me right since I didn't follow my own motto "No love till university" I broke that. Because of you.
If only I listened to my brain and not my heart

And this is what I get. I understand. At least, I tried to understand. Love makes people blind. The pain slowly hunts me down. I felt hurt and more yet I try to hide the pain away. Gratefully the pain of the past is only for a while. I stood up tall again and thanks to you, I learned the lesson so special --- never trust anyone so easily x

p/s: Actually I just wanted to say that I want to go to Genting Highlands so badly. Okay.
pp/s: That so-sad story above is true. It happened to me. Lmao somehow I want to type it away. It makes me feel better. bye.

2 comments:

Nurul Haidah said...

hi i've done putting yours too! sorry for late because i didn't see your navigation here. where did you put it? and where's your banner's exchange? btw, i really really loves reading your entry. and i seen you're good in english right? you know what, i also loves to speak in english and write in english. but i'm not as well as yours.hehe.

Alis Sarah said...

Hahaha saya letak semua banner exchange saya dekat bahagian 'Short Hello' tu. Tak jumpa eh? Kena tukar ni lol. Alhamdulillah terima kasih tapi terer sangat ke English saya? Lol takpa dulu pun saya English saya teruk =) x